in fear that my feelings will be discovered, in fear that it'll be obvious, i try hard to not look interested
the words that i just throw out as a joke: i don't see you as a woman
sitting still for a while, looking at your profile
would you know me, who pretends to be doing something else when our eyes meet

it's really a crisis, because i keep wanting to see youi can't do anything because i keep thinking of you everyday
it's really a crisis, i'm going to die like this, my heart hurts too much
what should i do, what do you want me to do, why do you make me love like this

in fear that you'll avoid me, that i'll become a burden, i'm afraid to go towards you
what if meeting you, standing next to you becomes awkward
i'd rather just look at you for as long as i want
because we don't have to do sad things like breakups

it's really a crisis, because i keep wanting to see you
i can't do anything because i keep thinking of you everyday
it's really a crisis, i'm going to die like this, my heart hurts too much
what should i do, what do you want me to do, why do you make me love like this

let there be a miracle.. can't you love me just once?

it's really a relief, that i loved you first
yearning for you, it's so hard
it's really a relief, you don't have to go through pain, because you won't have to cry
that's right, all you have to do is laugh like that. i can just hurt on my own.


I'm Sorry That I'm So Irritating